Thursday, April 26, 2012

living with pain

For anyone who knows me I have A LOT of aches and pains....alot of people have called me a hypochondriac but that is not the case at all...im not making these pains up nor am i trying to get attention...#1pain-i have endometriosis and fibroids which cause pain all thru the month and especially that "special" time of the month....#2pain-i have migraines..i have had migraines for as long as i can remember...and to make things extra fun im allergic to the migraine medications...so to get relief i have to medicate myself and go to bed..if i can..i do have a 3 yr old little boy and sometimes laying down just isnt an option....#3pain i have a ruptured disc in my neck...between my C5 and C6 to be exact..i have already had the disc between my C6 and C7 removed, replaced, and fused...and i havent been able to get this current one fixed because no doctor will touch me..that in itself is a whole nother story for another day.....but day before yesterday about 7p.m. i started to get "headachy" nothing really bad just enough to piss me off...then about 10:30p.m. it hit...so i went to bed...i felt the headache alllll night long...i woke up yesterday(wednesday) with the mother of migraines....i just couldnt function...thank God joel was home from work...he was a God sent....he really took control over brodie for me for the day...which i always feel guilty for..i dont know why brodie is his son too so why shouldnt he be able to handle him for the day....anyways i had to stay in bed the whole day....until about 4p.m. i just couldnt shake the migraine...it finally let up enough for me to move around but when i have a bad migraine it always makes me sooo tired afterwards...like my body has been at war...it just wipes me out...im still groggy feeling today...i have to sit here and wait for joel's new tablet to come in the mail before i can lay down...my neck has locked up and is killing me...can't wait to laydown and chill for a bit while brodie takes a nap...then when we get up clean up this living room...it looks like a toy store has exploded in here...then probably outside for BUBBLES!!!!!!!! brodie is all into bubbles right now...i guess it could be worse....well that is all im gonna purge right now...laters!!

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